Our Changing Family

"My heart is steadfast. I will sing and make melody"

Monday, February 1, 2010

Why?

I have lots of questions these days. DSS in their infinite wisdom have decided to keep their adoption plans a secret from the foster parents that desire to adopt this family. The person that is to speak on behalf of my daughter in court has decided it is in her best interest to go to court and speak for herself. My daughter's biological mother has recently told her that she is now a manager at her place of employment which further encourages her that she will get to go home. How can these people think they are doing what is best for my kid?

I have also realized that I am not prepared for her to leave. What if the judge orders her to go home??? Can I trust God in this situation? Can I believe He is in control of her life? I think I could let go if she were to go to a traditional Christian family. However going home, is not something I have anticipated.

Lord, give me strength!